Friday, July 15, 2011

Do you think I have a right to be mad at my doctor and my mom?

Without running any tests or anything my doctor is like she has PMMD. My mom kept telling the doctor I was mean all the time not just around my period and that I was violent to her. This is not true because my dad is the one who is mean and he has thrown me across the car, across the room, tried to hit me and punched a hole in the door. I yell but only to stand my ground and keep myself safe. Anyway, without even telling me ANY of the side effects, they put me on Prozac and Birth Control without even asking me. My mom made me take it and I felt so awful every day. I was a zombie I had no emotions or feelings. Within about 2 months I put on 10 pounds which is extremely unhealthy considering I was only 15 and my mom didn't even care. I am 16 now I am about 20 pounds heavier and I exercise all day even though it is extremely hard for me to breathe and I feel like I'm having a heart attack every time I walk. I asked my mom why did you put me on all that crap without even telling me the side effects and she said "I think the benefits outweighed the risks". Don't you think it was horrible of her? I mean I have to spend my summer trying to somehow manage to get this weight off instead of enjoying my summer and also I have some kind of breathing problem now all because of that and she doesn't even care. She treats me like she is perfect and I am a crazy psycho. If you were me would you be mad and why? And don't say she is your mother she can do whatever she wants. She put my health in danger and made me extremely insecure from this huge weight gain and there is nothing I can do I have the metabolism of a chair now. Would you be mad

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